..::[ Star.Scream ]::..

Ever sooooo grateful to.......

2009-12-30T00:31:00.006+08:00

MY RATU WEDDING FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ok... this is a post dedicated especially to the whole of Ratu Wedding clan!
Told you i'm sooo gonna write a really long blog-post kan? =)

(Warning: i will frequently use this particular word throughout the whole post. Guess which one.) =)

My Henna Mehndi: Done by Kak Rita
even tho it was 'the-basic-one-which-comes-with-the-package'. it was elaborate & painstakingly done. the redness was just rite, not tooo dark and definitely not too orange. Our mini chit-chat session was fun cos it made the whole procedure seem fast. too fast if i may add.

My flower arrangement in my room: Done by Kak Yatee.
Luckily Mrs Muli-Tasker ni kan is an all rounder. Make up bole, deco bole. cocok-cocok bunga pun bole. mana bole dapat? The lilies. wow. baunya, tak bole angkat!
saya suker.

The Gubahans For my Beloved: Done by Kak Rita
i told Kak Rita i nak the theme colours to be Brown, gold & cream. ANd gave her the free reign to do anyway she wants it. and guess what. it turns out beautiful and beyond expectation. He likes the colour theme which suited his deco. But of course he luvs the item on the gubahan itself. haha!

My bedroom deco: done by Ella & Hamad. with some help frm Kak Yatee, Kak Rita & Co.
i Suker banget.definitely up to my expectation. the canopy, the ribbons and most definitely, my bulu-bulu's.
when i finally saw how my room was redecorated within ur charming hands, i was sooo extremely awed. cos it's exactly how i pictured. The faux-feathers re-created my version of cloud nine.

The Void deck Deco: Done by the whole RW Clan.
They only had less than day to transform the whole void deck since they all just came back from a short retreat. They had a few setbacks tho'. Like a crazy woman kicking around their stuff, complaining cos they said there was obstruction on the passageway la, bising la. all dat crap. luckily i was around. kalau tidak, siap dia! =) they even stayed till 4am just to perfect the whole set-up cos there was a power trip in the early morning!
But guess wat. All their efforts paid off! Everybody commented on the whole deco and event comparing to another famous but Over-the-top bridal co. Tersenyum lebar i dibuatnya. the wedding dias set up by them is built to look like as if we're on stage and complete with 2 mini fans ok? See how thoughtful they are, sampai takut kiter kepanasan.
My Mum, the Cerewet Queen, was being the typical ngomel queen when they were initially preparing the void deck. But when finally she saw the whole transformation, she gave thumbs up to a good job well done. Susah tau nak get that frm mummy dearest! really!
Please take into consideration that my void deck has ALOT of bicycles. and they managed to covere them up subtlely.

*****

ok, next is individually done. Kirakan Special awards session la tu. =)

To the orang-kuats who saw us thru the whole 2days event.

First and foremost: to beloved Kak Yatee.
Thank you ever so much for layan-ing my cerewet-ness, my ever so fickle minded-ness in choosing your ever sooo beautiful outfits.
kalau bole semua i nak pakai. haha! your patience is unwavering.that's all i can say.
U helped & gave opinions that made me even more beautiful with ur touch even tho i wasnt your project for the day.
Thank you soo much for even coming to Safra @ Tampines even tho u had to nurse ur sore eyes.
but still looking vogue-divas nonetheless.
through out our whole events planning, you were the picture of serenity.
cool aje. suker skali werking together hand in hand with you.

Next in Line: The Ever so helpful Pak Andam: Abg Shukor.
Ok this guy is one rockin' dude! He helped make my husband lookin all sooooo berseri and segak and tampan dan sewaktu dengannya.
When Fatt's lips cracked up, i asked him to use lip balm. cos no colour kan? and also cos it helps to medicate the lips to prevent from further cracking. But Fatt degil, dier tak nak. But This fella, dunno wat prayers he did, managed to put on gloss for fatt! Gloss ok! haha.
Your services to make my hubby look good does not go unappreciated. really really thankful!

Last but not least, to my dearly beloved Mak Andam. Kak Nora Sahari.

Ok. Have you guys seen my before and after pic? do you know how diff i look like?
the amazing transformation, along with our alot-of-time-in-our-hand, she managed to made me up so beautiful and still got time to put glitters here and there.
my ever so punctual mak andam is the best ok? Since i am very the emotional, no thanks to the 'red-light district', she would countlessly remind me to relax, take a deep breath. Best part? "nak lawar tak? takmo nangis, relax.."

only she managed to get away by setting me up with middle parting hair ok? tak pernah2 i setting rambut centre parting. and she made me look different but good reviews by all. they said i managed to pull off that 'Classic look' perfectly. Advise to all, give the trust to your mak andams, cos they noe better. which look would look good on hyou. besides, you get maried only once kan? (hopefully) so ty to be as diff than usual ok?

hehe..

She guided me through out the whole 2days event. where to sit, adjusting the sanggul la, the veil la, sembunyi-kan i blakang that big white furry fan. seriously, she is highly recommended. She has this air of calmness emitting from within, and with her touch, i feel & look beautiful. Thank you sooo sooo much my beloved Kak Nora.

*****

In Conclusion:

My experience with Ratu Wedding was an unforgettable moment.
Their close knit family and their neverending brain-storming for better ideas and their whole expansion package is one that truly should not be missed.
I wanna thank them for all their hard work & effort which they have put in just for our big day.

Interested parties, do Kindly set up an appointment thru Ella @ 9662 6000. Or you can view their past assignments, their upcoming events/packages from here: http://www.ratuweddings.com/. For more, do go to their Fan Page @ FaceBook, under Ratu Wedding.

Kudos again to RW Familia!

Up next: Pics of their works. tmr den i upload ok? Wait for it. =)

Thank Yous - Part 1

2009-12-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

The Morning After.

2009-12-27T18:49:00.002+08:00

hey all..

finally got a lil bit of time to squeeze in for a post..

****

the preparations made leading up to our special day is really really hectic. literally. i mean it physically, mentally & most definitely, emotionally.

both our events went without a hitch. that is of cos with the help of our relatives, frens, and the most important key player is our ever supporting parents who let us get married in the first place! haha!

the thank-ing parts will be up in another post la.. too many to thank la!!
haha..

so yeah, wait for the post ok?

****

after months of preparations, after months of being a stress ball, after months of all the 'garuk kepala-ing', yeeeaaayy!!!

KITER DA KAWIN!!!!!

=)

i've lost it.

2009-07-10T10:03:00.003+08:00

Excerpts from Rihanna - Cry

Did it happen when we first kissed'
Cause it's hurtin me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that its no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us part
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

2009-06-07T13:02:00.004+08:00

i am sooooooo craving/wanting/needing a taste of this delectable luscious super creamy & super shiok chocolate!
especially the crunchy cookie & mud fudge.
but my all tym fav is definitely the raspberry river!!!!!!!!

just imagine the smooth creamy chocolate with raspberry gel oozing out frm it.
damn shiok!!!!!!!!!

first tried it when i was visitin my sister who was schoolin there back in 2004.
and from then on, i fell for it hook, line & sinker!

but sadly it's only found in Aussie. i think.
i tried finding it in candy shops here, but unfortunately for me, no such luck.
but if ever, anybody knows where to get this is SG, pls pls tell me eh?

currently, i am hoping that Mum/Dad managed to find this on their 'honeymoon' as they're over @ Sydney now.
(dun ask me how many tyms they went for the honeymoon cos i really lost count! =p )

yeah.

sorta last resort.
if not must wait till end of year n then drag my new hubby out to Aussie just to get them.

imagine that!
fly so far just for a piece of chocolate.
madness.

for further details please go here.

The Heartbreaker.

2009-06-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

Erfan's sick again.
He was warded last Sun @ KKH due to initial inspection as Lung Infections..
He was lookin & feelin even worse than the last time that he was warded.
Shallow breathing, pale face and feelin a lil bit thinner now
Docs said that upon further checking thru x-rays & CT Scans, found that one of his lungs is filled with liquid.
It's bad enuff that he hadda be poked for te IV drip, he's got tubes running @ his nose, thumb, etc..

Now to expedite his recovery, doc suggested for a mini operation
this is for a tube to be inserted just underneath his right armpit so that the liquid and the phelgm would have access to go out,
to ease his breathing. or smtg like that.

so anyways, the mini op was done and he looks worse..
sometimes cant bear to look ok?
cos sedih like nobody's biz and the tears just keep running down, hand-i-hand with my running nose.

But that was 2 days ago..
wen we went to visit him yesterday, he was feelin better, albeit with tubes still hangin out frm him,
he was already talking alil bit, laffin alil bit and that made all of us feel much much betta..
kept saying that he doesnt want h2o, but wants coke.
haha!

Our lil Erfan's a strong boy.
Have a speedy recovery my luv,
Uncle, Aunties, Nyai Atuk, Mama, Abah, Adik & Nana & Nini is waitin for you to get well soon so you can be up-and-running as per normal

Luv you darling!

Voting Tyme

2009-05-22T02:33:00.002+08:00

BTW!!!!!!!

totally forgot to add in...

Please go to this website & PLEEEEEEASe vote for me ok?

www.goto.canon.com.sg
go to the event & contest page. i'm on page 10, no 496

your votes mean alot to ne ok? so votes for me till ders nuthin nuthin left ok?

Luv Ya's

Kollaborasyion

2009-05-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

ok ok..
i know i have not been updating anything at all for the past few weeks
but seriously, life has taken a toll ok?
too much work & planning for stuffs, but too little time la..

let's recap abit shall we?
BUT pls be warned!
it may not be in sequence.
ok?

watever that's popped up in my pretty lil head now, i shall just pen in.
keep in mind that it's the wee hours of the bloody morning eh.

Here goes.

(1) Happy happy Mother's day!!! -
LoVe & i bought a back massager for Mum & MIL.
happy to report that they love it. and am enjoy them to the fullest..
yeay!

(2) sadly, we did not get the house that we had prayed & wished for.
dun ask why. too disappointed to tell you anyways

(3) Went to Batam at 9am in the morning. i just came back frm nite shift.
so just imagine.
not sleeping the whole nite + go to batam straight after = Dylla super sleepy.
not kidding..
was supposed to find sum stuff there.
in d midst of all d planning, i was headbanging ok?
i only managed to get some shut-eye in d ferry otw back to SG.
best part? i was working nite shift again that nite.
so i had like 1 hr sleep which was supposed to last me the whole nite.
you think? haha. =p

(4) finally did the invits down to pat! yeay! i less thing to think abt.
Now on to the wedding favors. *Sigh*

(5)GF Lia is finally back in SG on the 18th May for a short getaway.
i like sooo miss her so much..
Yeay!

(6) went to Nite Safari for the 1st bloody time ever!
was fine, but the drawback was that we cant take pictures!
proper pictures i mean, NO flashes allowed. boring seyy.
fun cos the company that went along was all acquaintance.
finally we get to do smtg not related to work. At All. best kape.

(7)tryng to flip thru my mind's memories for anymore.
But there seem none. My brain is off duty ready la.

if any others, will update, update!

Current updates.

2009-04-15T15:19:00.006+08:00

it's been what, 2 weeks since i last updated?

well things has been happening.
both good and sad.
yeah..
i typed it correctly.. should be sad not bad.

good news is that LoVe & I may be getting a house by this year..
*crossing our finger & prayin' hard that we do get it*

life and its obstacles has taken it's toll on me.
have been buckling down under the pressure for my big day,
without realising the strains i've put onto my own physical self.
'Dun forget to rest and take time out for yourself too"
wise quote from my ibu.

sad news was that 2 of my colleagues passed on, on the 13th April 2009, while on duty.
Ismadi & Siva.
tragic accident which claims 2 souls, may they rest in peace.
their last journey was reported on all the newspapers yesterday.
i cant even begin to think the anguish their beloved must be feeling rite now.
my deepest condolences to both families involved.
our prayers are with you.

Further details, please visit here.

i know that whatever happens are all part of our fate, our destiny.
with a snap of our fingers, things can change.
life can just be snatched away from you at any time from HIS calling.

life is short.
so spend it wisely, fully.
i keep thinking that each day may be the last.
pessimistic. i know.
but that's wat would make me treasure the people in my life more.
my friends.
my family.
my love.

i love you.

Looking thru new eyes.

2009-03-30T15:13:00.005+08:00

guess what!

i finally made a new pair of specs for my ever so failing eyes!

haha..

been relying on my trusty blackie ones for so long that even when my eyesight was getting blurry,
i still brush them off as the lens being smudged.

selenger siak dylla.

so yeah. after months and years of procrastinating to buy a new one,
after months & years of love nagging at me to stop MY nagging and just buy 1 pair of specs,
and after scouting around for the frames that suits me,

and after being in that special room to determine how high my degrees was,

i finally bought it.

this is definitely the first and hopefully the last time (for now) that i kinda splurge on a pair of specs.
much less any other items.

with the amount i paid, could've easily bought a Coach bag. and loads of clothes & stuffs online.

i know, i know..
am supposed to save the money for the big day
and i'm still psyche-ing myself that it was a good deal
and that it was more of a need for me, not just a want.
so ok la.

i'm extremely satisfies with the purchase ok?

the guy who manage to convince me to buy this pair was damn good too.

highly recommended.

if need further details, u know wat to do.

Just the boxes ok.
the one on top is the packaging.
the white one is the specs casing.

That's my newbie.

uber-sexy.

a lil starry guidance on the sides.

and yes..

i had it built in with the transition lenses.

keep my sun's glare away frm my eyes.

Hate.

2009-03-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

i hate it when fights happen.
pride is hurt.
ego is too big to concede defeat that it bruises along the way.

i want to run away to no-man's island.
i need to find peace.

Rimas

2009-03-21T17:08:00.003+08:00

Lari lari lari
aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari-cari
cari ketenangan diri

Pergi pergi pergi
engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu mahu
engkau hadir dalam diri ini
Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak didada
Biarpun ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti
caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai
caraku mencintaimu
Lafasan kata dari bibir
Adakah ia dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yang tesembunyi
Titisan airmata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Aku rimas

Lari lari aku
lari tinggalkan
Tinggalkan semua ini
Tuk mencari
Untuk mencari ketenangan
Aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi..kini ku pergi
Tinggalkan mu sendiri

Zombie.Nytz

2009-03-11T17:05:00.005+08:00

well..

the past week has been kinda hectic for me..

work has unusually been hectic.

not forgetting tiring.

mentally & physically.

mentally cos of all the bloody complains to attend to.

physically cos i was on mostly mornin shift.

that's the worse part la!

having to wake up early just 2 go work..

so nantokz!

and after so long, my off days were spent @ hm, sleeping or at least trying to be a high class bum..

be a gd exemplary daughter/fiancee after so long ok?

if not... *sighz*

the next 2 weeks are gonna be murderous for me man..

workin d graveyard shift.

i mean, it's fun.

we could chat chat with each other with lesser interruptions.

in fact i welcome it.

the only thing is..

waaaah...

mata gue lohei ok?!

eyes can be like garfield esp around 6am onwards..

haha..

just picture me with garfield eyes.... (-_-)

but on another active note,

active being the babies..

My sweetheart Erfan & Elly just recovered frm their bouts of HFMD

Alhamdulillah!

CheekyLuv!

Sayang Erfan & Elly.

Adi munchkin is getting rounder every day. as u can c.

Munchkin with celak.

Doctor Munchkin

Tryin to gimme a big smile

and Darling Syai's ring finger was caught on the lift dr.
luckily just abrasions only..
my dad da nickname kan dier 'Pendekar'.
for being so fearless and tak tau rasa sakit nye budak..
my brave boy!

hahah..

Pendekar nak swimming

Pendekar nak sleep now..

Nyte Nytz!

Well - Unwell.

2009-03-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

well, the doc's appt last fri wasnt too bad..
aside frm the long wait, it was fine..
reached KKH @ 8am, went for the 1st appt - diagnostic imaging.

scared shitless for this one ok?
was having nitemares cos was sooo chickened out at the tot of them piercing the dreadfull iv drips on the back of my hand.
but in the end, i just hadda go for the ultrasound tests..
was scared shitless for nuthin..

den go queue up 2 meet my handsome doc lak..
that one... the wait was terrible.
the nurse made me run on a wild goose chase.
basket.
finally met up with my ob-gyn.
that handsome/cute doc of mine.
he says nuthin to werri.. it's all fine..
he said smtg like "there's some blocked fluids - but it's all normal."
so for now i'm good. i trust him la. but he did say itmay recur. so i need to constantly be on medical check up.
haiz..

for the past few days leading up to the medical check up, was not feelin well at all..
my throat shows signs of being scratchy bitchy.
den slowly my nose went running around leaking its pipe as they go.

that fri nite itself, i fell sick.
i guess i was so scared of the checkup that i fell sick..
stoopid la..
when night time falls, i wass feelin feverish like nobody's business.
my eyes was struggling to open but it just collapsed on me

the next day, the saturday, i was supp to work the 12pm-10pm shift.
but guess wat. i cant even get up..
my whole body felt like it was on pins and needles
force myself up, got ready and straightaway went to the docs.

luckily there was not much people ard..
so was entertained by the doc soon after.

when i told him of my symptoms, he asked
Doc: is there anyone in your family who has sinus?
Me: well, yeah.. my dad.. my uncle..
Doc: oh.. cos u have sinus.how lng u got the fever?
Me: abt 2 days ago.
Doc: Aiya u.. y wait so long then come find doctor? now u got the full blown flu ready.
Me: no la.. i tot just eat the meds at home den can ready..
Doc: aiya, u eat med, but u still have to push yourself outta bed and exerct pressure for work, how to rest ur sickness away.. U need plenty of plain h2o & bed rest ok?
Me: Ok doc.

So yeah.
moral of story - no point pushing urself so hard when u start 2 feel sick - it'll only make u feel even worse. just go to the doc.. see wat's his advice. scared the minor pain can be a major pain in the ass if u wait it out..

so yeah.
after docs went straight hm to eat and eat my medicine, which if i may add, was damn super..
it knocks me out so fast and let me really sleep the day away.. haha..
feelin so shiok to be bumming around for 2 days doin nuthin but watch tv, sleep and be like a slob..

have a gd weekend people!!

Fish Spa Therapy

2009-02-23T20:39:00.013+08:00

have any of you ever went for the fish spa thingy for your feet/legs?
yeah... i kinda did...
we went prawning the other day & just so happen that there was a fish spa therapy..
so we booked the 1/2hr slot which cost like $12..
but i tell u..
it was 1 major freak factor for me la..
i saw how the fishies attack once u dip in ur feet..

WoW!!
i didnt even dip my toe in for the 1st 10 mins la..
uptil i saw how pissed off love was (cos he paid for the session) so reluctantly i put my legs in a one time fast paced motion, thinking i probably wont feel a thing..

Ha!
I was so freakin' wrong la..
the fishies attack my legs like as if i have the juiciest shish kebab on sticks.. haha!
the initial feeling was like as if you placed your feet on a thousand volts of current..
but mini ones. like 'semut-semut' also got.. but the ticklish feeling i tell u... cannot angkat!!
and what we noticed was that, before i put in my legs, the fishes would be evenly distributed to all d legs. or in my case to love and my sis-in-law's legs.
but when i placed my legs in, all attack me, leaving them none..
so my legs kinda looks like as if i was wearing hairy booties or wat it may have looked like if i didnt shave.
haha..

and yeah, they said their money was wasted cos most of the fishes abandoned their legs for me.. hehe..
so yeah..
c'mere and looksee!

yeah.. so that's my shish kebab rite there.. my legs look like i wearing booties rite?

still mine..

fishies happily nibbling away..

that's sis-in-law's legs.. where did the fishies go?

that's love's legs.. really not juicy.. hehe..

Will post up more pics, when i go prawning again..
this time just the prawn story ok?

What a day.

2009-02-20T16:01:00.004+08:00

Singtel has been such a downer this past few months.

Their customer service? Just as bad.

Wanna know the story?
Well, my family is subscribing to the MIO plan.

Overall, it is a gd plan la..

wanna know more abt the plan?

too long for me to type laa...

find out urself ok.. http://home.singtel.com/singtel/index.html#cmio

Anyway, they keep charging for channels under MIO plan which we did not subscribe.. So initially my mum called the billing enquiry number printed on the bill itself.. But dunno what happened, my mum lost her cool. She said that billing keep telling her to call MIO Service Line herself. She was pissed off cos she kept thinking why cant they just transfer the call to the other department..

Anyhoos, i then took over. i kept my patience and called MIO Service Line.
Guess wat? this time, they transferred my call. non stop okay.

They kept me on the line, pushing me frm MIO service line to Billing Service Line to MIO & back to billing. Camne la my mum tak frust..

so yeah.

managed to settle the damn situation much to my dad's content.

On another note, i slept late this morning watching my One Tree Hill marathon. but guess wat.. i woke up early la..

cos 'Adi was at my house and he was shrieking - apparently for no reason..

so yeah am up till now.

am so screwed tonite when i'm at work balls..

haha.

Start of a new..

2009-02-20T04:53:00.004+08:00

Wow.

Haven't been blogging for so freakin long.

To the extend that i forgot all d basics la.

shucks!

Anyhoos..

This post rite here is just my test slot.

It's actually to see how my lagging brain is functioning in the wee hours of the morning.

lemme sleep on it 1st la..

will update later with the adventures of...

lame.. i know..

-__-

in the mean time,

hey-lo cyber pals!!

*nyuknyukyuk..*

..::[ *Star.Scream* ]::..